Salvation

When Daddy first started this blog I had my doubts but, now I am thankful....see it works, I want to share one of the most amazing days of my life with yall but, you are to young to grasp it so here you will get to read about it and hopefully see it everyday in our life.....on March 26th 2009, I accepted Jesus as my Savior....true salvation. Daddy has already shared the story of HOW it happened I just want to share HOW it felt and HOW it has changed me. When I heard HIM call my name...it was surprising but loud n clear...I realized that I had been living my life as a "christian woman" but not giving Him all of my heart, I carried around baggage that wasnt even mine. See the life that I was born into is the opposite of yalls life in every way. I gave God all my heart that night and for the 1st time in my life my heart felt empty n full at the same time..... Even though yall are too young to see the changes in me right now I hope that you will always see IT in me...I pray for each of you everyday from the biggest of things to the smallest....and I always will. I had a very unstable and unloving childhood and try every single day to give each of you a feeling of love and security, you will NEVER know anything different. As you grow older I am sure I will share more of my life with you but, KNOW this.....I would have lived my childhood a thousand times over to be the mom that I am. AND it is with Gods love and grace that I am able to~ all my love, Mommy